Homosexuality is still among the top things frowned upon in
African society. Despite the fact that most African countries don’t condone
homosexuality and have always been on the forefront of fighting the LGBT
movement, we still have millions of gays and lesbians in the same society.
Well, a married woman and mother of one has come out of the
closet to confess that she is a lesbian. She says she is happily married
but never sexually satisfied. According to this woman, she has no feelings for
men anymore and one day, she had a threesome with women which she liked so
much.
“So I’ve Been With This Guy For
Three Years And We Have Recently Had A Baby Together. We Are So Close And I’m
So Happy With My Family But Sexually, I Am So Unhappy. I’ve Always Been A
Closet Lesbian. I Came Out To My Dad When I Was 16 And It Went Terribly So I
Just Put It At The Back Of My Mind And Tried To Have Relationships With Guys.
The First 4 Years I Was Sexually
Active I Only Had Sex With Guys When I Was Steaming Drunk. No Kissing Or
Anything Intimate. Then I Started Having Sex Sober And It Was Honestly The
Worst Thing Ever. I Could Never Understand Girls Who Said Sex Was Good Or That
They Enjoyed It. For Me, Sex With A Guy Was Just Painful And Horrible. I Never
Ever Got Wet And Just Closed My Eyes And Fake Moaned Till It Was Over. I Hated
Guys Touching Me And Kissing Me. I Felt 0 Emotion. But I Knew I Had To Have Sex
With Guys To Be ‘Normal’.
Then I Ended Up Having A
Threesome With A Guy And A Girl. Omg!!! I Loved Every Second With The Girl. It
Was Like Everything I Imagined. I Got So Wet And It Was So Smooth And Amazing.
It Wasn’t Painful And I Wasn’t Scared Or Insecure. Just Pure Enjoyment.
But There Was No Way I Could Have
A Relationship With A Girl. It Was Too Difficult. Too Many Problems. So I Just
Focused On Finding A Guy And Hoping I Would Change.
Now I’ve Been With This Guy For
Three Years. Like I Said, We Are So Happy. I Love Him And Everything He Is
Doing For Our Baby. But I Just Feel Nothing In Sex. Most The Time He Can’t Even
Get In Because I’m Not Wet At All And Even When He Does Get In, It’s Just So
Painful And I Hate It. But I Don’t Want To Lose My Family So I Just Put Up With
It.
Ideally, I Would Love To Be In A
Relationship With A Girl And Be With Someone I Am In Love With As A Person As
Well As Sexually. That’s All I’ve Ever Wanted. But It’s Too Late Now. I’m So
Happy I Have My Baby But I Wish I Had Had The Confidence To Find A Girlfriend
Before I Got So Far In This Lie.”
